on being a bitch

What really bugs me about myself is I can't be a bitch to someone's face, well not intentionally (things I have said while drunk or high don't count). I can think bitchy thoughts or even be a bitch behind someone's back, but I can't just go off on someone and feel that release of bitchyness. Which sucks because I could have totally had that opportunity five minutes ago from a phone call to my house, however I wasn't and now I will be thinking bitchy thoughts all day long. I guess when it comes down to it, I'm scared of confrontation.